Isolation

One of the many survival methods I used while struggling with my infertility was isolation. It was easier, at times, to separate myself from others rather than deal with the emotions that could bubble up to the surface at random moments. Isolation was something I practiced a lot at work, especially when I was having a hard day. I am only now realizing how much I truly isolated myself at work.

My Worst Day

Just a warning to those with weak stomachs you might not want to read this post.

Wednesday started as many days did last week, with a visit to the bathroom to vomit. I also went in to work for a couple of hours to help with a few things and to decide what Doug needed to help me with this coming Monday. We had to take everything off the walls in my school at the end of the year because they were painting. So, everything in my classroom is boxed up. Obviously I can’t move anything heavy now so I need a helper to set up my classroom.